Well, today is 8th of Jan 2012. i promised my fren, Ethan Soh will start my new life in 2012. Okay, i did. i should said that i did coz i know if i continue the relationship wif the guy, i wil get hurt. Lucky tat i got best frensss ! Well, Ethan helped me alot. ;) Sometimes, when i get emo, so do him. Just dont know why we wil get emo at the same time, same day, and same thing.
I gave up everything on 5th of Jan. now is the 3rd week that he back to his country. I gave up by not message him anymore. He asked me to speak coz he seldom speak just coz he is depressed. Well, WAT THE HELL. seriously, 'WTH' suit my feeling now. Maybe i dont deserve him. i deserve better ! HOPE SO !! To forget everything, cried will do.... ;)
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