Chinese New Year In Malacca ! =)

Little bro & I 

Mother & I
Goin for prayers on Monday ! Woohooo ~

Brothers & I =)

Family ! We went to Malacca !

                                          Happy Chinese New Year ! Gong Xi Fa Cai !! 

Family = Father and mother I LOVE YOU

Well, i m happy wif my family.. They r funny n dramatic, just like me i can said that. 

My Diploma life will end tis year, 2012 which is beginning of Jan 2012. I hope everything run smoothly including my study and my family. 

I decided to go AUS to further my study. I wish can make new frens, new life and everything. But the most saddest is i m goin to leave my family. Cries wil help me to adapt the environment in AUS for many months... Hmm, hope that i can study well, get a part time job n start to earn my pocket money. ;( 

My family make me laughable, uncontrollable, straight - forward what i think of, decisive and blissful. Everything are fine, i done something kind and good indeed in the previous life, just like Buddha said. HAHA 

They treat me like princess, wat i wan, they gave. They pamper me alot too. i m lucky that i have family and nothing bad things happen around me. 

Me & daddy !

Daddy & Mummy

2012 - Screw up and start beginning.

Well, had community training and having hospital training now. I met new fren call Priya Darshi which is my best fren - shd call soul mate. She has same characteristic like me, which is cheerful n laughing all the times.

 The mysterious is she had a same characteristic bf exactly same wif mine. 90% are the same ! Just cant believe it. Wat she told to me, i just experience that. When she speak bout the guy, i only nodded my head and said yes yes yes ! They r totally same! Now, they r just a piece of shit ! n we already make promises that we will reduce our feeling to them asap in order not to hurt ourselves. 

 Happy with my brother !  

Let go......

Well, today is 8th of Jan 2012. i promised my fren, Ethan Soh will start my new life in 2012. Okay, i did. i should said that i did coz i know if i continue the relationship wif the guy, i wil get hurt. Lucky tat i got best frensss ! Well, Ethan helped me alot. ;)  Sometimes, when i get emo, so do him. Just dont know why we wil get emo at the same time, same day, and same thing. 

I gave up everything on 5th of Jan. now is the 3rd week that he back to his country. I gave up by not message him anymore. He asked me to speak coz he seldom speak just coz he is depressed. Well, WAT THE HELL. seriously, 'WTH' suit my feeling now. Maybe i dont deserve him. i deserve better ! HOPE SO !! To forget everything, cried will do....  ;)